ANTIBIOTICS AND ADVICE FROM ON HIGH

Good Afternoon All

I am filling in time while I wait for the final invoicing for the month so I can close off October. Personally it won’t be too soon to close off 2010.  I saw Noel today and he said he knew 2010 was going to be a bad year for many of us. When I asked if this was a cosmic thing or something spiritual he said in his opinion it was to give the rest of us that a left a wake up call to reassess our lives. I told him about Mike’s blog and he smiled (Noel doesn’t do technology at all) and he said if you can make 1 person change something in their lives or live a better life then you have achieved more than most. Mike’s journey, through this blog has changed many lives and made many rethink what is important so I think he may have hit the jackpot and got the 77 or was it 99 virgins!

I still feel like crap, spent last night feeling miserable and even more miserable as Cameron and I said goodbye to the Wests for the last time. I remember when we all started watching it and we thought it was too raunchy for the boys. However they won. I have been to the doctor today and am on antibiotics so hopefully will be back to perky by tomorrow.

Noel as always ,was a revelation. He told me I looked like crap and was full of bacteria. Right on the money. We talked about the boys in particular the prodigal one. He told me again and again what a good thing Waiheke was. Mike told him to tell me where to go and sit and he would come. We’ll see. He told me Mike had told him about a piece of jewelery I have that I had to wear to help heal. How would he know this? Again and again he told me Mike was happy and where he needed to be. I wish I had half his faith. He told me a lot of personal stuff that he couldn’t know. He made me cry and he cried too. Apparently Mike told him to tell me to sell the bach. Not economically viable in this economy I told him and he laughed. Apparently Mike said it didn’t matter and it was time. I really struggle with this, firstly Mike was an astute businessman and secondly he loved it. We will see. He asked me again where Mike was and I told him in the family room. Again he told me to scatter him or put him in the cupboard. Here we disagree and I win as pocession is 9/10th of the law. It is spiritual completion and I understand. He asked me what I would like to do finally and I told him , but I won’t be able to as it is not just me to be considered. He told me to follow my soul however sometimes it is not that easy. I know where Mike wants to rest, shame he changed his mind about Honolulu at the last-minute, it is just timing. No rush I guess. I like Noel because although I listen I don’t always take heed and that doesn’t matter as it is my journey, nobody else’s. Back in 4 weeks, apparently I need more work (in more ways than 1 I might add).

Another late finish here again and then home to a few chores and bed. I am stupid in many ways but know when your body is tell you to rest. And besides Nola and I are off to Ruth Pretty for a cooking lesson this weekend, Christmas meals no less so I have to be fighting fit for that.

Have a good evening, another good one to walk the dog and if you haven’t got one, walk to the pet store and buy one. Or two.

love

Tracey

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